aiyah i know very long since i post liao. but i usually never post alot also mah...
i realized i need to update a bit. heh.
two weeks since school started. oh and by the way, i lost count of the number of days till my birthday. and i lazy to count again. so obviously, i stopped.
aiyah i nothing to type about already lah. will come back when i have news.
byes for now!
Friday, January 15, 2010
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
i don't know.
i really don't know.
ok i know you peeps out there don't know what im talking about, but bear with me for a while. ty.
these few days before 2009 ends, my feelings have been very muddled. confusing. strange. whatever, just mixed. its almost as if... i don't dare to face the future... face 2010. some of my closer friends (Spohia) would know what is happening in my life right now, but i don't want to talk about it. not now, at least.
i almost feel afraid of the future, afraid of what is going to happen. which is, unfortunately, going to happen in 2010. which is why i'm trying to cling onto every second the is left of 2009...even though i know that time, must always go on. i feel as if... i never want 2010 to come. my mentality is, if 2009 never ends, 2010 can never come.
which is basically correct, actually.
but i still can't really face the future, and face what is going to happen in the near future. its only a matter of time.
i know that i've kept saying"leave it to God, trust in him" and stuff like that. not that i don't believe it, it's just that...
i'll miss all of you. i really will.
this is the time of my life that i need all the support i can get...and i know there are peeps out there, who love me, care for me, and... i love you too, SOPHIA!
i know God is also here for me...Joshua 1:5 says: i will NEVER leave you nor forsake you.
thank you, Lord!
you know what, Sophia... i feel like hugging you guys and crying on your shoulders again...this Thursday...when we meet... ...
thank you for always being here for me...
i really don't know.
ok i know you peeps out there don't know what im talking about, but bear with me for a while. ty.
these few days before 2009 ends, my feelings have been very muddled. confusing. strange. whatever, just mixed. its almost as if... i don't dare to face the future... face 2010. some of my closer friends (Spohia) would know what is happening in my life right now, but i don't want to talk about it. not now, at least.
i almost feel afraid of the future, afraid of what is going to happen. which is, unfortunately, going to happen in 2010. which is why i'm trying to cling onto every second the is left of 2009...even though i know that time, must always go on. i feel as if... i never want 2010 to come. my mentality is, if 2009 never ends, 2010 can never come.
which is basically correct, actually.
but i still can't really face the future, and face what is going to happen in the near future. its only a matter of time.
i know that i've kept saying"leave it to God, trust in him" and stuff like that. not that i don't believe it, it's just that...
i'll miss all of you. i really will.
this is the time of my life that i need all the support i can get...and i know there are peeps out there, who love me, care for me, and... i love you too, SOPHIA!
i know God is also here for me...Joshua 1:5 says: i will NEVER leave you nor forsake you.
thank you, Lord!
you know what, Sophia... i feel like hugging you guys and crying on your shoulders again...this Thursday...when we meet... ...
thank you for always being here for me...
Monday, December 28, 2009
Post X-Factor
well... i guess its time to update already...
i know its such a long time since X-Factor camp ended... but i still miss it... the times we spent tgt, laughter, tears, joy, cheers, and so much more...
i never wanted to leave, never wanted it to end...
i enjoyed myself so much... it was the best camp of all time, God's presence was so strongly felt among us and in the camp..
yet so much things have happened. there was prayer meeting on thurs, Christmas service on fri, baptism on sat, then Sunday service...(though i nearly forgot abt Sunday service... met church ppl too much liao) then still have Yvonne's 18th birthday
and God was still able to work in my life...there's smth i want to share...
on thurs, i woke up late for prayer meeting (it was at 8am, for those who dont know). i was supposed to meet Sophia at 7am @ clementi for breakfast...and i woke up only at 6.18am. i managed to reach the bus stop at 6.30. actually could still be on time, but i kept worrying abt when the bus would come. worried all the way until 6.45, then i realised... God doesn't want us to worry abt anything! and we shouldn't worry cos everything is in His hands! and He is in control over everything! and guess what... the moment i stopped worrying, the bus came! HALEJLUYAH! Praise the Lord! some ppl may say its a coincidence, but i say, and i believe, that God caused it to happen and that he was with me all the time!
i learned smth very impt from this...
its the God doesn't want us to worry so much abt our future anymore! He wants us to just believe in Him, and to trust that He is always in control, and that nothing can ever go wrong!
whatever we may be facing right now, trust in God! for He is our good God, our mighty Saviour and Lord! our future is in His hands! He will always want the best for us; He will never give us what is second-best, but always the best! Praise God!
although we do not know what the future holds for us, right now what we have to do is just to believe God, trust in Him, and leave the rest up into His hands. even if smth that we don't like is going to happen (like school stuffs that interrupt an exciting camp), pray to God, believe in Him that He will change it, and have FAITH! have the child-like faith! no matter how late it is, God still answers prayers!
and this reminds me. rmb the recording i was supposed to have on the 21st? i prayed, and i never gave up, i kept believing! and guess what? it got cancelled! even though i got to know of it quite late, my prayers still got answered! and i was able to enjoy the camp to the full! Praise God! Thank You Jesus!
FOR THROUGH YOU, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!
HALEJLUYAH!
never, ever stop believing. i hpoe this post can be a source of encouragement to you guys (and gals, of course!) out there, reading my blog. always rmb: with God, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!
P.S. i want to upload a vid leh... but dunno how.. help?
i know its such a long time since X-Factor camp ended... but i still miss it... the times we spent tgt, laughter, tears, joy, cheers, and so much more...
i never wanted to leave, never wanted it to end...
i enjoyed myself so much... it was the best camp of all time, God's presence was so strongly felt among us and in the camp..
yet so much things have happened. there was prayer meeting on thurs, Christmas service on fri, baptism on sat, then Sunday service...(though i nearly forgot abt Sunday service... met church ppl too much liao) then still have Yvonne's 18th birthday
and God was still able to work in my life...there's smth i want to share...
on thurs, i woke up late for prayer meeting (it was at 8am, for those who dont know). i was supposed to meet Sophia at 7am @ clementi for breakfast...and i woke up only at 6.18am. i managed to reach the bus stop at 6.30. actually could still be on time, but i kept worrying abt when the bus would come. worried all the way until 6.45, then i realised... God doesn't want us to worry abt anything! and we shouldn't worry cos everything is in His hands! and He is in control over everything! and guess what... the moment i stopped worrying, the bus came! HALEJLUYAH! Praise the Lord! some ppl may say its a coincidence, but i say, and i believe, that God caused it to happen and that he was with me all the time!
i learned smth very impt from this...
its the God doesn't want us to worry so much abt our future anymore! He wants us to just believe in Him, and to trust that He is always in control, and that nothing can ever go wrong!
whatever we may be facing right now, trust in God! for He is our good God, our mighty Saviour and Lord! our future is in His hands! He will always want the best for us; He will never give us what is second-best, but always the best! Praise God!
although we do not know what the future holds for us, right now what we have to do is just to believe God, trust in Him, and leave the rest up into His hands. even if smth that we don't like is going to happen (like school stuffs that interrupt an exciting camp), pray to God, believe in Him that He will change it, and have FAITH! have the child-like faith! no matter how late it is, God still answers prayers!
and this reminds me. rmb the recording i was supposed to have on the 21st? i prayed, and i never gave up, i kept believing! and guess what? it got cancelled! even though i got to know of it quite late, my prayers still got answered! and i was able to enjoy the camp to the full! Praise God! Thank You Jesus!
FOR THROUGH YOU, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!
HALEJLUYAH!
never, ever stop believing. i hpoe this post can be a source of encouragement to you guys (and gals, of course!) out there, reading my blog. always rmb: with God, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!
P.S. i want to upload a vid leh... but dunno how.. help?
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
it has been a looooong time since i last posted, i know.
my throat and head is (kinda) killing me. i was almost unable to sleep last night, was coughing so much. my parents went overseas yesterday. :(
anw, X-Factor camp is coming up! 3 more days only...
but i may have recording on 21 dec, which means i may have to leave on 20 dec. i hate leaving on the last day of camp cos it means missing out on ~50% of the fun D':
but i belive God can do everything! and i belive He can do all things! so i belive that if i call out to Him for help, He will answer me!
praise God! right now, i just have to keep beliving and keep crying out to God! leave everything into His hands...
my throat and head is (kinda) killing me. i was almost unable to sleep last night, was coughing so much. my parents went overseas yesterday. :(
anw, X-Factor camp is coming up! 3 more days only...
but i may have recording on 21 dec, which means i may have to leave on 20 dec. i hate leaving on the last day of camp cos it means missing out on ~50% of the fun D':
but i belive God can do everything! and i belive He can do all things! so i belive that if i call out to Him for help, He will answer me!
praise God! right now, i just have to keep beliving and keep crying out to God! leave everything into His hands...
Saturday, November 28, 2009
oh look its a post!
do me a favour and ignore the title kay?
just came back from china. help I'm dehydrated and my throat hurts like real badly. :( i'll just post a summarised version of my stay. seriously, nothing much happened.
nov 23
my day started at 3am. reached budget terminal at around 4-5? and had mac breakfast. yummy! :D our flight was at 6am. aft a (terrible) 6 hr flight we reached Bai Yun airport @ Guang Zhou. after (a quite expensive) lunch came a 1.5 hr domestic flight to Hu Nan. i spent most of my time sleeping on both flights, dun ask me why i was so tired. then after all that, was a 2 hr car ride to my uncle's place. terrible tirp man. i still needed to climb 5 stories up...urgh. my day finnally ended at ~8pm.
it was the longest day of my life.
nov 24/25
spent the whole day at my grandma's place for both days. watched a lot of tv. what else did i do? buy books. eat. sleep.
I TOLD YOU NOTHING MUCH HAPPENED.
nov 26
went to my cousin's place today (she's married, you see).pretty fun, cos i got to use the computer. :D i bought 2 cross-stich sets. we went window-shopping, ate ice cream and then went boating. hehe so fun right?
nov 27/28
last day! went to my grandma's house in the morning, then went back to my uncle's house to do last min paking.had a yummy dumpling dinner. our train was supposed to arrive at 8.30 pm but got delayed till 9. 11 hrs and a nice sleep later, we arrived at Bai Yun airport for the flight back home. (it was 5 hrs)
and then here i am!
ok...i guess thats all.
byes! :)
just came back from china. help I'm dehydrated and my throat hurts like real badly. :( i'll just post a summarised version of my stay. seriously, nothing much happened.
nov 23
my day started at 3am. reached budget terminal at around 4-5? and had mac breakfast. yummy! :D our flight was at 6am. aft a (terrible) 6 hr flight we reached Bai Yun airport @ Guang Zhou. after (a quite expensive) lunch came a 1.5 hr domestic flight to Hu Nan. i spent most of my time sleeping on both flights, dun ask me why i was so tired. then after all that, was a 2 hr car ride to my uncle's place. terrible tirp man. i still needed to climb 5 stories up...urgh. my day finnally ended at ~8pm.
it was the longest day of my life.
nov 24/25
spent the whole day at my grandma's place for both days. watched a lot of tv. what else did i do? buy books. eat. sleep.
I TOLD YOU NOTHING MUCH HAPPENED.
nov 26
went to my cousin's place today (she's married, you see).pretty fun, cos i got to use the computer. :D i bought 2 cross-stich sets. we went window-shopping, ate ice cream and then went boating. hehe so fun right?
nov 27/28
last day! went to my grandma's house in the morning, then went back to my uncle's house to do last min paking.had a yummy dumpling dinner. our train was supposed to arrive at 8.30 pm but got delayed till 9. 11 hrs and a nice sleep later, we arrived at Bai Yun airport for the flight back home. (it was 5 hrs)
and then here i am!
ok...i guess thats all.
byes! :)
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
YAHOO!(not yahoo.com, mind you)
YAY exams finally over. finally have time to do things ive not been able to do eg cross-stich. :) which also means i have time to blog again! :D i'd be getting my results on thurs and fri.
ooo ya, i recovered from my sore throat and running nose liao! heh heh so happy. i'll be enjoying my short freedom for as long as possible, or until the flury of holiday activities over takes me.
To-do list for holidays:
1)class chalet (before 13nov)
2)harp prac every mon and wed until last two wks
3)harp recording (14-18dec)
4)youth camp (18-21dec) not that i would count it as a task.
when you look at it on a calendar it really seems quite packed.
wait i think i hear some ppl screaming: wait till you see my schedule! yours is nowhere as packed as mine!
me: WHATEVER.
YAY exams finally over. finally have time to do things ive not been able to do eg cross-stich. :) which also means i have time to blog again! :D i'd be getting my results on thurs and fri.
ooo ya, i recovered from my sore throat and running nose liao! heh heh so happy. i'll be enjoying my short freedom for as long as possible, or until the flury of holiday activities over takes me.
To-do list for holidays:
1)class chalet (before 13nov)
2)harp prac every mon and wed until last two wks
3)harp recording (14-18dec)
4)youth camp (18-21dec) not that i would count it as a task.
when you look at it on a calendar it really seems quite packed.
wait i think i hear some ppl screaming: wait till you see my schedule! yours is nowhere as packed as mine!
me: WHATEVER.
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